My Darkest Hour

It was a real dark mood and real dark thoughts that made me write this song, something i would have never otherwise written(probably). Failure and circumstances do things to us, but we have to fight them no matter how hopeless our fight may seem. The dawn of day will come sooner than you think. Don’t give up just before it does. Never give up. No matter how shitty it may be, no matter how many problems are yet to come, stay curious, stay alive and fight. This life once gone will never come back. When you die, die naturally, knowing you gave it your everything.

In life, we live like kings; In death, like insects we die,

We come into the world, For as short a lifespan as that of a fly.

We try to prolong our lives, but Death, we can’t outrun,

Might as well get drunk and shoot our brains out with a gun!

Slowly and in frames, I look for my face in your broken mirror,

Pain and Regret is all i see instead.

Warm was your embrace, when I came to you, innocence and nothing,

Frozen your heart. chilled me to the bone.

Silence and Regret, crept up on me and became companions,

Death will come one day, lead me away.

Suffering, tears at my soul,

Ripping to shreds what is left.

Jagged, your cutting edge,

Carves out my deepest regret.

You mutilated my soul,

Theres nothing left of me!

Disgusted, i shall cease to exist,

Cus i’m what you want me to be!

Living, but no more alive,

I’m drowning in my own rue!

Death, wont you come for me?

From birth i’ve been waiting for you.

so pull the trigger

pull the trigger

pull the trigger

and let go of regret

Ride the silence,

Leave the violence,

Death’s guidance

shall lead me away!

You shall corrupt me no more,

I know now what i must do!

Reaper, take me away,

I’ll pull the trigger for you!

so pull the trigger

pull the trigger

pull the trigger

let the skies turn grey!

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Blame Not Others, Rise to the Occasion

Realise someday your mistake,

For someone might leave you in your wake.

People are people, and people lie,

Dont go asking, as to why.

Hearts are good, but some are ugly,

Look how karma smiles at you smugly.

So, be not clay, for circumstances to mould,

Diamonds are better, for resolutely they hold!

People are people, and people, they fake,

They blame their stars, for decisions they make.

If ever they go about something wrong,

They’re sure to have a list of justifications long.

People are people, they live and they die,

Some of them gentle, some of them sly

Few that care, the rest that pry

But people are people, forgive and forget

Do your best, no time to regret!

Cold, Burning Rage

A heart, burnt and corrupted,
Vicious, vile and destructive,
Born to fear and rage,
All chained up and locked in a cage.
Suffocation a regular practice,
Eyes no longer distracted.
All that’s soft withering away,
All things rough, here to stay.
The truth, unpleasant and bitter
Sinking in. Poor miserable critter.
When light blinds, darkness is home,
Matter not the creatures that roam.
Easier to hate than forgive and forget,
Unperceived demise, well met!
Experience, the bark; hate, the root.
A sibling a sibling is ready to shoot.
The deliverer, receiver, accomplice lost,
The deliverer paying the highest cost!
He who wrongs in his ways is set,
And like, like shall always beget.
Candle extinguished, dark all over,
Taking control of the man once sober.
When the light hurts and darkness consumes,
Everyday one side of the line he’ll choose.

We Specs United, Shape This World

Wars are never a good idea. Sacrificing brave lives for their own whim? What would leaders sniffing money know about sacrifice? Real Chiefs were those who charged at the front lines, not these bomb shelter hiding weak men. Ordering troops to do their bidding, that, what they never would. Like Icarus, the mighty that abuse their power shall fall to their pride and pay dearly for all misdeeds.

Borders, race, religion, occupation.
Borders don’t protect, they bind and separate.
Race, how people don’t see the beauty of evolutionary diversity, beats me.
Religion, all is one, but they take up arms against brothers with opinions. And those without an opinion or a flexible one are looked down upon! Is there no freedom even for thought?
Occupation? Do you really dislike the people who work hard, sweat and even bleed so you can have all the comforts you do?
Still think you’re mentally sound? I say you’re all pea brained, me being one of you. We can’t see past ourselves can we? Keep forgetting how we affect others who are more or less as deep as we are. These people that walk past us aren’t just empty shells, give them a chance, most will surprise you. So, keep an open mind and let you worlds expand. We keep on growing till we die, so lets all grow together. Let’s not let hate send us to our demise, let’s bury it in its grave and let the phoenix of unity and harmony rise and take over again.